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I’ve learn t the hard way the tighter you hold onto something the more farther you push it away. Don’t force things, let them happen on their own.

Sighs.

So its finally happened, the thing I’ve dreaded the most. The inevitable situation has finally occurred. I’ve lost you. We’re over. I’ve decided to cut you loose, because being “just friends” is literally breaking my heart. I put so much into this relationship only for it to fall apart. I care so much about you, to the point where if something bad ever happened I don’t know what I’d do. But, I deserve better. I deserve to be with someone who won’t take me for granted, someone who loves me enough to STAY when things get harder, and not run away. You broke my heart, this has been the strongest love I’ve ever felt. However, I am now wondering if it was just infatuation are you just another guy I’m going to date, get hurt by, and forget? You must be. We’re too messed up to even dream of working out. Is this what happens when the emotionally unavailable and emotionally damaged hook up? Most-likely. Even though I miss you dearly, I can’t be your friend, I refuse to stay in your life. You’ve made your decision and now its time to make mine. Time to go back to being strangers, forget we happened, and move on…

So today I decided to let him go…